and so i heard you from afar.

salam.

mak,
happy mother's day.love u infinity.

quote lawak semperna hari ibu dr hot.fm:
text dr seorang pendengar:
"mak saya mmg nombor 1.even berkerja semasa dlm pantang/baru lepas melahirkan anak.mak saya bekerja sbg pemandu van sekolah."
dj 1:ahaha.dahsat lah.terpikir sambil bawak van bertungku nie..
dj 2:hahah.a'ah la kan.abestu macam mana dia panaskan tungku tu?
dj 1:enjin!!!

i dunno why,i found this very funny.ahaha.:imagination runs wild for a while: wahaha.


i'm amazed on how technology has progressed beyond expectations.and perhaps "sky is the limit" is outdated anymore?

thank you technology.with ur help,dublin-hakata is only like 10km away.

tak sia-sia.hehe.

beautifully imperfect.

salam.

when my father was still alive,he insisted that mak cook for him every single day.he's a very choosy person who didn't eat outside and didn't fancy take-aways.when the clock strikes 6,she would start preparing dinner and that's what she's been doing for 41 years.sometimes mak membebel to us saying how she would like time-off from cooking once in a while.

but on the evening of the funeral day,when i called her at home she was crying while telling me she should be cooking at that time as my dad would come back from work and they would eat together.

how many of us are strong enough to swallow those imperfections in the name of love?

i just wanna be me.

wif u by my side.

kapal nk gerak esok.

j:u work hard

i:u study hard

damn.kan dah kena studi hard.lenkali nk cakap u, kerja slow-slow or rilex-rilex.mst dia cakap u,studi slow-slow,rilex-rilexhaha.ntah apa-apa.

today,the brain just refused to work harder.come on brain,dun let me down.i need your full function to the max.now!

last friday,a friend of mine went travelling by herself.she came to my house asking for advice about stockholm and with a map of stockholm i gave her off she went.a.l.o.n.e!she took a flight to oslo and then hop on the bus to stockholm that evening.arrived the next day,spent half-a-day in the capital city of sweden and took another bus back to oslo that very night.the next day she took a flight back to dublin.now she's safe and sound here as i just got a call from her.from her voice i could tell she really had a great time in the scandinavian countries.hats off!it's not easy tau nk travel sorang2.sebut stockholm,rasa nk senyum sorang-sorang.ah,kenangan.


okey,i received a signal telling me the brain is ready to give its best shots.
c ya.

long lasting hope.

salam.

tried to call mak but to no avail.i guess she's attending another wedding reception.owh yes,it's my cousin's today.minah,if you're reading this,I WISH YOU ALL THE BEST IN MARRIED LIFE.it's gonna be a bit tough at first but i'm sure u guys will pull through.hehe.dah kawen pun hang naa.ish how time flies and u're a wifey now.congratulations babe!

movie buffs alert:calling all X-men fans,please make time by dumping all ur busyness in the bin and go watch X-men origins,wolverine at your nearest cinema.and please dun buy pirated dvd.it's worth watching on the big screen.cyclop serious kacak dr zaman remaja haha and gambit mmg cool lah.

incik ichigo's happee-yippee time is up.he's gonna sign on another misc fleet tomorrow.i somehow knew the happiness is gonna be shortlasted.however,there's another hope/dream waiting to be realised soon.yang penting sabar.hope the sea will take a good care of you and co-operate more in terms of less rolling and more maxis/celcom coverage please!and after his normal 7months onboard we both are having time off from work and studies(not fully hols for me but whateve,saya nk bercuti jugak) at the same time.finally.pertama kali dalam sejarah nie.hikhikhik.he hates it when i full-heartedly believe that this gonna be real this time and start making plans because seeing how devastated i was before due to change of schedule by his company has broken his heart to pieces.so whenever i lay out the plans for future,dia akan tukaq topic lain.sounds cruel but i know it's for my own good.he's a realistic,i'm on the other hand a full time daydreamer.haha.

and last but not least,another exam approaching soon.owh it's less than 2 weeks.mamps!okielah.talk to ya soon.happee weekend folks!

happiness within.

salam.

i have never thought this would happen now.

hurm...kerja tuhan,tak siapa tahu.

mum sounds happy,so does kakak.alhamdulillah.

incik ichigo?haaa...nie the hardest part.eventhough dah kawan 5 tahun,susah nk teka makhluk sorang nie.but i bet he must be the happiest person!kan?=)

and me?one of the happiest day in my life!

thank you mak and kakak for your understanding.

and for you,u always surprised me by how far u would go to make me happy.

kamu letak pelangi di langit saya.

=)

.mimpi indah.

salam.

hari ini buffday tina.2 days ago buffday nadia.happy buffday.hope u girls have a wonderful year ahead.

hari ini hujan dr pagi saaaampai petang.horror.lepas makan kenyang,semua org basah kuyup.dpt lah sharing-sharing payung.erat persahabatan kata org.hehe.

hari ini kena naik train 6.50 ptg.saya benci train ini.kerana apa?pukul 8 malam baru smp dublin dr mullingar.hari-hari travel sejam pergi dan sejam balik.mcm penang-ipoh-penang hari-hari selama seminggu.badan pun penat.otak sepuluh kali penat.tapi sebab doktor saya yang baik hati belanja makan dan kenyangkan dengan gosip,saya maafkan.

hari ini saya dpt tahu taiko besar ryan air tu patient GP saya.alangkah bangganya sayadia!

hari ini kalau boleh saya mahu sangat berada di malaysia.meramaikan majlis.tapi apakan daya.

mungkin hari ini saya patut tidur awal?

selamat malam dublin.

.let's start all over again.

salam.

today is monday.i should have gone to classes,clinics or hosp,anything medically related.but here i am,at home,posting another entry for you readers.hehe.if you noticed,i've been writing few entries that are hard to understand.huhu.tgah emo ataupun tidak sesuai untuk diberitahu secara direct mungkin?so let me be straight forward from now on.

anyway,my seniors the final meds are at the battlefields at the moment strunggling the final exams.eventhough final exam is a year away for me,i can feel the fear,the feeling of not doing enough studies and worst,dreading the possibility of staying longer to repeat/resit.the thinking part already gives me goosebumps,what more doing it themselves.my prayers always be with u all.furthermore,they look confidence ja nk amek exam.hehe.

when they finish everything by this week,we the res year will automatically be upgraded or promoted to the most senior batch in ucd med school!how's that sound ladies and gentleman?don't talk about bully here.we don't even have time to think about it!what i want to highlight is this september will mark the 6th year me being a resident in this lovely country.it also indicates the 6th year me celebrating eid here,again.this is the hard part,btw.since i have less than a year(minus the hols) i was thinking of going back the memory lanes from the 1st time i stepped my foot here till i finish my studies insyaAllah.of course it's not possible to put everything in one entry at the end of my final year so i might as well start from now.just as a back-up memory device if i miss my student life and when i miss dublin one day..hehe.

so,how does everything start?how did i end up here,of all countries?well,it's all started when i was in mrsm to begin with.in mrsm,we had mock interviews just to train the students to be confident and used to the real interviews when we finish spm.so when i was called in,there were 2 interviewers,one was my chemistry teacher and the other one was an accountancy teacher whose not related to me at all.so after the intro part,i was asked what i want to do after spm.i proudly said medicine.where?erm,ireland.why?because ireland is one of the famous country where malaysian students go and read medicine.honest and spontaneous answer.it's so happened i just had a peek on an article about doing medicine in irelandi have no idea where ireland is,no idea how's the weather like and lacking info on the requirements that i have to meet to study in ireland.like it was all easy peasy.so she moved on to the next Q:if u don't get to study abroad,where's ur next choice?IMU!pergh..gila berlagak tak consider lansung local uni under goverment nih.but that was me yearssss ago,the shallow-minded me.

and you know what?after that day,i totally forgot what i've said about doing medicine in ireland bla..bla..bla..see,when u talk something spontaneously,u hardly remember it because it didn't come from the heart.until one fine day,when i paid a visit to mrsm a month before i came here(which is nearly 2 years after the mock interview) and i met my chemistry teacher again.she asked,so where are you going next?ireland!so u got what u want huh?how do you know?i was surprised.u told me during mock interview last time.remember?ahhhhh yes!i did tell you.i seriously forgot till she reminded me again that day.

mak ada berpesan....setiap ucapan dari mulut kita biarlah yang baik-baik sahaja dan jangan malu untuk dream big.mana tahu ucapan itu adalah doa dan DIA yang menentukan rezeki setiap hambaNya.

=)