.weekend blues.

salam.


lama tak letak lagu dalam nie.jordin sparks is moi fave.plus size,beautiful with powerful voice.kalau nyanyi dalam bahasa,lagu nie agak-agak mcm lagu patriotik atau nasyid bunyinya.

medan perang



enjoy.

.paris timelapse.

salam.

owh my blog was crying its lung out wanting a new entry to be written.yes..yes...busy is always the inevitable reason for the absence of any post lately.blame my obstetric and gynaecology professor for making life miserable for a while.but well at least i know how to pronounce adnexae and adnexum perfectly and know how to distinguish which one is singular and which one plural after having my head knocked to the white board a few times by him.yes,in this 21st century!

before i rant more,i would like to say million thanx to my housemates,my best buddies here(from the end of parnel sq to reuben st(sila follow route 122),not forgetting all the way from newcastle),and friends seluruh dunia who celebrated my buffday wif me.it's like my childhood dream came true..you all just superb!and yes to you too who dropped 'aku sayang ko' sms to me the other day,i'm truly touched!that one sms enough to make my whole self puffed up with happiness :D(and gave me extra strength to brave he-who-must-not-be-named). how's induction course dear?hope everything went well and u'll be a good doctor,i'm sure.

unfortunately,communication with mr seaman didn't go well for the last 2 weeks that i missed him in btween my holiday and his work trips but i'm hoping to talk to him anytime soon as he's already within maxis and celcom coverage.hurraah!and mum told me there something waiting for me at home.he refused to disclose what is it and i refused to let mum open it for me.u know why la kan.

anyway,it's time for pictures.trip to paris was a spontaneous one.one day aiza was craving for french macaroon and next we were in front of the lappy booking flight tics and looking for hostel.3 days and 2 nights were great..so there goes my special day.joyfully spent!we took early morning flight back to dublin and i arrived just in time before tutorial with he-who-must-not-be-named started.pheewww....


one of the many arches in the city.

river cruising

aiza,in front of cathedral of notre dame

the cathedral on the other side

the side view of the cathedral.took this picture while having a delicious hot nutella crepe and belgian waffle.

where monalisa is


...Hey sister, go sister, soul sister, flow sister...

wif our walking tourguide,sam.

most people found paris as a romantic city for couples.as for me,i love walking around the city and feasted my eyes with countless historical buildings and beautiful sculptures around town especially with aiza when she had loads of subject for her photography addiction but it's not a place that i would splurge my money on especially for honeymoon.the eiffel is magnificent and the metro is efficient enough to commute but i think there are other countries that impressed me more.don't be put off by my opinion.maybe if u can tolerate a bit of unfriendly people and uncleanliness of certain places,u'll love paris.

au revoir.

2.4.bONJouR!

salam.

another bank holiday last monday.that made my weekend longer.heaven.

instead of buying myself another present like yesteryears,i decided to change the norm.

where was i?



just before the sun set.

another overrated city.but thumbs up to eiffel tower and the metro system.j'dore beaucoup,beaucoup....!

;P

hip..hip..hoooreyyy!

salam,

tonight will be the last nite i have to be in labour ward.

********hawaian dancing**************

bukan tak best,cuma sleep cycle mmg 360 degree changed and comes together puffy saggy eyes with it.huuuu kan dh nampak 5 tahun tua dr umur yg sediakala mencecah setaun-lagi-nak-smp-suku-abad.

anyway,selama nie saya sgt kagum dengan all the 7 wonders of the world,u know colosseum,great wall of china,taj mahal and the likes.here are the latest one.

after 4 nights seeing and believing what happened in the labour ward,i think i found a new addition to the present 7 wonders of the world,the eighth one.jeng..jeng..jeng...!


EPIDURAL!!!!!!!

hahah.cara ini mmg magic.magic tau tak.the differences on women with and without epidural are significantly obvious!initially she could be in excruciating pain with all the sweat and tears but once the epidural kicks in,she's just lying on her back chatting away with the husband and the midwife like nothing happen and some even fell asleep and has to be awaken when the right time comes to push the baby out.klau yang tak pakai tu,masyaAllah jerit satu hospital boleh dengaq.and i did asked one of the anaesthethist which happen to be a malaysian which i thought another midwife before hand,(and malangnya siap tanya lagi.."r u a midviwe here?"no,i'm the anesthetist"dong!).she told me better to go on epidural since it helps a lot with the pain and no point to act heroic if there's something to help us facing the pain soo effectively.but they are drawbacks of using epi.hypotension,dizziness and shakiness,massive headache and prolongation of 2nd stage of labour(btween full dilation of the cervix and delivery of the baby) are among all but worry not.the medical staffs will monitor your vitals every now and then i'm sure they are all being in their consideration if u're on epi.

but if u feel like giving birth natural way or hate it when ur body being poked by huge needles then no problemo.we have pethidine,painkiller jugak whereby we injected into ur bump and entonox,an inhaled gas consist of 50%nitrus oxide and 50% oxygen both act to lessen ur pain but work to the lesser extent of epidural.and yeah quite a number of women did just great depending on them.=)

okies..itu sahaja wahai ibu-ibu mengandung sekalian.any Qs don't hesitate to ask.try my best to answer.

in a nutshell,always remember u are special and u deserve the best care any staff could give.




till next time then.

okies....

it's ok sweetheart.

salam.

my tummy is having a bad day today..i felt bloated the whole day.i think excessive consumption of ayam masak cili could be the reason.anyway,my aym masak cili tastes like aym percik at the end of the day.blame the coconut milk.

a few texts from nagasaki make me drooling of japanese-made sushi and japanese ramen and owh not forgotten excellent choices of levi's jeans which some are not available anywhere else.wish i could be there and help him choosing the best-suited levi's jeans and most importantly choose a pair of my own;P .i'm always fascinated by his stories about japan.but i don't think he'll bring me to japan one day as buying flight tix is just a waste of money as he can go there back and forth FOC or fully paid by misc.sheesh..too bad azimah.

anyhoot,seeing women in labour made me think twice of getting pregnant.well,although it's not going to happen anytime soon but as a lady it's something possible(can't say definately as everything comes from the ONE and ONLY) to happen to me right?hehe.and tabik spring lah to all mother.from morning sickness to third stage of labour,i tak rasa lelaki sanggup tanggung all those things more than once.maybe ada but how many?provocative sket.i'm not being feminist.it's just another point to support the phrase"syurga di bawah telapak kaki ibu".

have a nice day all.

behind smiles.

salam.

another friend turning 24.owh how i wish we still 19.yes not 21 but one.nine.

i hate knowing the fact that im already in a category with the big t.w.o at the front and yet i love doing what only those with the big t.w.o are permitted to do.

perhaps this is the reason why god created dementia.

think.

dunno what's dementia?go google.

nite.

looking sideways.

picture courtesy of jay baharin and hadi ahmad

salam.

today,i took a step forward towards m.d.first module done.doing GP(general practice)was something new.it's superficial in most ways according to my friend and i couldn't agree more.regarding exams,the MCQ(multiple choice Questions) or shall i say true or false questions(tak la multiple in choices pun) was ok.+1 for correct answer,-1 for incorrect one and 0 for the unanswered.u read,u pass.group presentation was so-so.however,osce(objective structured clinical examination) was a disaster!i could've done better in performing CPR.my bad.sobs.anyway,it's all been done.lepas nie kena tawakal tgu result pulak.next is obstetric and gynaecology.i hope the journey will be smooth sailing all along.ameen.

today is a MOBILE PHONE day!2 mobiles in a day is a lot to dealt with.but at least we have something to talk and laugh about during lunch.hehe.ask my GP colleagues for more info.=D

today,finally after 3 days of dissappearing,i received another email from the open sea.yes,i waited patiently for the email for few days already.it's worrying when someone has been sending u emails religiously and suddenly everything came to a halt without any warning.called me paranoid but i just couldn't afford to lose anything right now.especially when u start taking ur relationship seriously.ehem.

today,i encountered 'yusof' on a few occasions and i think i loved it.

today,i've been doing some serious thinking.it's more of self-reflection to be honest.my ambitions are all sky high.dreams even higher they are far from reach.despite those, i always told myself not to give up on chasing them,in facts they are all possible to happen but of course with one obvious condition,WORK HARD!just work hard.it's not even rocket science.just work hard.but it is difficult to keep this positive attitude at it's optimum level all the time as no matter how hard i tried,the work is getting harder and harder sometimes i have to stop running and panting for breaths before continue the chase.or is it just a nature of life everyone goes through?owh yeah,IT IS ACTUALLY.see i told ya,it is a serious thinking.

and finally,today i just realized i have the most boring entry in this whole blogosphere.

before signing off,good perfume always wins me at hello=)

taa.