blessed.

salam.

where were i on the valentine's eve?searching prezzies,having supper and strolling along gurney drive with two of my secondary school besties.instead of celebrating valentine's with our significant other,we decided to just went out and updating bout each other's lives.we talked about how we first met....how we became close and even discussing about our big days which happen to be in the same year.although we short of one,the night was still happening as usual.sometimes i felt so blessed i have them around during good and hard times.bak kata my friend,kita makan pasembur nie together dari belum masuk university sampai sorang ke jepun,ireland,sabah and god knows where lagi sampailah sekarang semua org dah jadi tunang org soon to be husband and wives.the bond we have was so strong even after 6 years abroad i could still talk to them whenever i want to.just ring them,poof!they are in front of me offering their ears to listen and their shoulders just in case i cry in the middle of stories.kawan-kawan yang baik tak akn berkira untuk call u up eventhough u forget to do it first.kawan-kawan yang baik tak akn berkecil hati if u forget their buffdays but will suggest a belated party to meet up.kawan-kawan yang baik will treat your mum the same as theirs.and kawan-kawan yang baik will tell u the truth even it hurts.


God,im very grateful u sent them to me and please bless them for their kindness and sincerity are beyond what i deserved.

my charlie tercrop pulak.huhu.sorry charlie.

cekelat celup.

salam.

anda suke cekelat mcam saya?

anda mahu kahwen dlm masa terdekat?

any buffday party around the corner?

jom ramai-ramai tempah cekelat dr cekelat house nie:

http://cekelathouse.blogspot.com/

 tetiba saya rasa mahu menempah cekelat dr sini juga sedap benau nengoknya.hehe.

jom tempah ramai2!

p/s:kata korang kenal cik jeem and mntak extra diskaun.hehe

pre-hols excitement!

salam.

before 5
the last oncall was an eventful one.it was AnE call.5 beds in total and they were full not even before 12midnite.out of 5,2 were for toilet and suturing and K-wiring(i have no idea how to do this but eventually partient's finger dapat diselamatkan with the k-wiring :) .so with the help of my bestie,i managed to settled those at 12.and out we went to have a drink.at 1am i received a call from paeds ward and another child with fractured tibia/fibula(tulang betis)came in.after full clerking..i sent the child for backslab.everything finished at 2.30.my eyes  could barely be opened anymore and when i went up to my ward to have some sleep i saw one body berbungkus already on the way into coffin.aiyark.what a timing.so dgn berat hati i walked in on-call room and i saw my bestie and thought she was in deep slumber already until she said something and was awaken by my entrance.we talked about the patient who was just died and how at 23 he would have the whole future in front of him if he's alive.both of us were disturbed by his death.i thought i have no empathy left in me but i should be glad at least i still retain some even after feeling like zombie with nonstop works for the whole day.

after 5
esok i dah start my much-deserved holidayyyyy.yippeyyy!~so many plans in my mind right now:
!)kemas my wardrobe.it's a mess!
@)survey butik pengantins.hehe.
#)lepak starbucks smbil baca mags.
%)bercutiiiiii!!!!

harini i tgh tgu call dr nippon.rindu betul la.

dil to pagal hai.

sequencing

salam.

before 5(few days ago)
first time i experienced a patient collapsed and eventually died during my call.no doubt it wasn't a pleasant experience afterall but that's life.in medical world,things are unpredictable.a patient could be healthy one day and passed away the next day.ajal,maut dan jodoh di tgn tuhan.

after 5
planning for holiday is never easy but i love doing it simply because i get to travel.if i were not a doctor,i most probably be a tour guide right now jetsetting myself from one country to another telling a bunch of tourists why they should visit this place with me.owh boy what a joyous feeling just imagining it.hoho.but huhu...tomorrow morning i akn terpacak dlm ward reviewing patients.reality hurts.haha.but i i have a good news.....i'm taking holiday to rejuvenate my body and mind going somewhere not-so-far away.

besides planning for holiday,i'm also looking for photographer for my big day.any ideas any photographer that would make my wedding a fairy tale?:p let me know jgn malu-malu okay darlings!

tada.

salam.

tadi  ada org guna mr marc and sekejap je saya bg pnjam dia accidentally engraved the top cover by writing letters A-Z with sharp blade.u know bila org tgh bergayut,kita selalu akn conteng2 kertas atau main2 dgn rambut.dia pergi tulis huruf2 atas kertas atas top cover mr marc dgn blade!apalagi,saya jd naga lah.berapi-rapi saya marah.saya sedih sgt-sgt tau.tapi saya lega.ini hnya mimpi.tu la.mak kata jgn tido lepas asar.hehe.

sori-sori...iklan sekejap tdi.well.....saya berjaya menukar layout blog ini kepada yang baru.the background picture was taken by my sister semasa she came to ireland last year.it's a picture of grasses with the blurred version of cliffs of moher,the famous tourist spot in ireland as a background.if any of you go to ireland one day,don't leave before u visit this place. seriously it's breathtakingly beautiful :) hopefuly saya lebih bersemangat untuk menulis with the new layout.it may not be as beautiful or as sophisticated as the other modern blogs in this whole entire blogosphere,but this picture means a lot to me...

and since dah berkerjaya nie,my life basically can be divided into two;before 5pm where i would spend most of my time  in everyone's fave place,hospital and after 5 usually at home lah.sekarang ni rumahku mmg syurga ku.so my post from now onwards will be about my life at work and after work.hehe.ok tak?

baiklah,since i cuti harini...di bawah adalah cerita semalam dan harini.

before 5.(yesterday)
my first ever patient with retroviral disease(HIV +ve).came in with infection of the left knee joint.am i scared?yes.but this is what doctors do.try our best to alleviate pain from patients and help them live their lives in the best quality possible.so this HIV +ve man included in the list so no matter what disease he carries,i am responsible for the knee joint infection and makesure he'll be treated accordingly.

after 5.
today i cooked again.mee ketam for lunch and fish and (mashed potato) for dinner. it's something i enjoy doing but having difficulty in finding time to do so due to work and sleep deprivation nowadays.so yeay for today i'm holding the pans and pots again.hehe.the rest of the day i chillex(chill out and rilex) sahaja.hehe




esok i oncall.esok juga mr handsome saya anchor.sedihnye.i dislike working after 5 :((

couch potato

salam.

i planned to go to cinema and have a good time watching movie but none of the current movies attract me so i thought why not just stay at home and watch movies that i missed when they were showing on the big screen.so i bought 4 new dvds and i just managed to watch one and another 3 still pending.


after watching Killers,i have to admit ashton kutcher is damn gorgeous!haha.i love the movie.and i realize that man who's leading a not-so-normal life ,for an instance a pilot,spy or erm...marine engineer (who's contantly on the go) will love their partner extraordinarily.no?haha.and i tremendously love that too!wawa.

oklah.marapu saja.i'm on call again tomorrow.chow!

nu.

salam.



today is my happy day.postcall and was home at 5.45pm.usually at that time i was still busy running around the wards clearing up all the ward works left by specialist and MOs.but tadaaa...here i am bermanja-manja with mr marc.hehe.

my other half i bet is one happiest creature on the other side of the world. planning our big day is far from easy but i never knew he would be this excited.hehe.and i do think his excitement is infectious because i started to feel adrenaline rushing in me whenever we talked about this.seronok.seronok.

ya Tuhan,permudahkan lah.permudahkan lah.