.restrictions.

salam.


just now while studying with aiza,for a split second i thought i was having dejavu.'hey,i was in this situation before,facing her and telling her risk factors of a disease and complications of another'.when thinking back,i've been doing this for years.everytime exam is approaching i would find myself talking to her like this.this is not a dejavu.this is a routine.yearly routine.and because i only do it yearly or half-yearly,it seems so far back in time that i perceived it as a dejavu.3weeks ++still counting.

currently the temp outside is 1 degree celcius.can u believe it?it's already 1st of april and yet the season still refuses to move on.it was even snowing yesterday!i need a warmer.my warmer!who not only warms my winter,but colors my spring,chills my summer and brighten my autumn... :D

 owh dearie syirspring,where art thou?

.lectures.

salam.

it feels unfamiliar somehow to attend 'formal' lectures back.lecture days were long gone(it was 2 and a half year ago during my pre-clinical years).bukan nya tiada lansung kuliah dlm clinical years nie cuma byk lae buat practical dr pergi kuliah.but from tomorrow onwards,i'm going to lectures again.time to put on jeans and snickers again as well.me love!tp 4 lectures in a day?pengsan!tetiba berkobar pulak.haha.hopefully tak hangat2 tahi ayam la kan.so this will be my final 4 weeks of lectures as a medical student insyaAllah(kalau i takyah repeat.ya Allah....mntalah i pass my final,ameen).how time flies yeah?i'm nearly done.heheh.UCDians 2010,skeeet jeeee laeeeee :))))

owh ya,smlm tunang i dh boleh msg2 thru fb dr nagasaki,nippon.bila tgok nama dia dok komen2 kat fb i mmg terubat lah rindu sket!hehe.so kepada buah hati org kapal sekalian,selain msg2 thru celcom,maxis,digi etc yg akn charge rm2 setiap sms dr luar negara,diorang bleh activate facebook mobile and msg to your facebook inbox with just rm1 per week!(i agk xpercaya but i dh clarify dgn dia.nti i confirm balik) tp still,rate itu jauh lebih murah.so boleh la save duit sket nk bina masjid kan?keskes.what u need is a facebook account yow!(which i'm sure most of u guys ada)hehe.ada org dh pesan suruh i rajin update facebook ni.i will dear=)

3hb april nie dh 2 bulan la dia sign off.another 4 months to go.yeah,i boleh,i boleh!
tetiba rasa nk plan percutian extravaganza bila dia balik.incik syir,kemana kita?hehe.

bukit bendera.a week after i landed from dublin.well-planned!i suka(padahal kat penang je pun.ahaks!)

rightO!i nk titun.nite2!

thanks.

salam.

for the first time sumone gave me an award.
thanx a million nanie.u'r such a sweet mother-to-be :D
mesti tak sabar nak jumpa sechomel kan?

so,what do i do now?

Thank the person that gave you the award:

i just did

Pass this award onto 15 blogger you're recently discovered and think are fantastic:

i wanna give it to:

• cik azie zainal
• cik ain(tak lama lagi dh puan nie)
• cik kerry
• puan ena mazly
• cik myra
• cik farah galway
• puan izan
• puan yatt
• cik a'a(hopefully she blogs again after this)
• puan nurul mommy alya

yeah,that's about it.sikit sungguh list blog kat sebelah tu yer.nt msa blog hopping i nk ketuk2 rumah org.selalu jd silent reader je.actually segan dan agk malu tak bertempat.huhu

state 7things about you:

well,this is the hard part.to avoid bias,i put it this way:

1. my sister said i'm clumsy.100% agreed!
2. my mum said i'm full of confidence when talking.erm..55%agreed.not all the time for sure.
3. syir kata i chummel.haha.nie i tipu.he said i malas mandi.my argument is sini sejuk ya amatt.so demam klau mandi lebih dr sekali or 2x.
4. i love cooking.bila i stress study i masak.bila masak i mkn.bila makan i put on weight.sbb tu tak kurus2.
5. my bestfriend kai said i'm so girlish that he banned me from buying another pair of converse.syir totally agreed on this!i dunno why they both hate converse.huuu
6. the whole bunch of my best friends kata i love pink.undeniable.more specific pink pokedots.
7. kawan smp syurga kata i mcm iman dlm cerita sepi tu.i suka bercakap.i will keep on talking to my bf even if he wasn't listening,i will snap at people like she did in the train but the most important thing that i realized myself is i am a bit like her in lovey-dovey matter.loyal.but be warned,i might be flirty at times.keskeskes.

my one and only pair.dulu buruk,skrg dh cuci nmpak baru.heheh.pic snapped by jay baharin and taken from my previous blog~myILHAM~

hoh,there goes.a lenghty one.igtkan nk tulis pendek2 je.anyway,thanx again nanie.

on another side of the world,syir dh smp nagasaki.heeee....he dropped me a text at 3.45a.m and i was still sleeping.takpe,i bg chance dia jln2 dgn tenang.klau tak mst i kaco dia all the way.hehe.

have a good weekend folks=)

 

short but swit.

salam.
i'm hype.
~today is my last day with the surgical team,ENT(telinga,hidung dan tekak).i was with them for a week.besides the very kind intern,i have this super handsome kacak dan baik senior specialist juga.hish buat dosa je duduk dlm team nie sbb asek nak tgoook je dia cakap masa buat ward round =P kacak sungguh!(sori na mr fiance).lepas ni no more early mornings.hurrey!

~bilik intern on-call macam hotel.like seriously.build in wardrobe,katil dan ensuite with toilet and shower.i heard kat malaysia,pengudaraan pun tiada.tiada tingkap and double decker bed.takpe,houseman klau sakit baru bleh cuti.bagus2.onkol sehari,cuti 2-3 hari.owh haven.

~one of my team's patients is dying.she just had massive bleeding from the base of her tongue,due to oral/tongue cancer.i saw her husband walked in and sat down beside her and gave a few pats on her head.emotional btul tgok.huhu.she could be gone forever any time.

~and today is daffodil's day.
Daffodil Day on Friday 26th March is the Irish Cancer Society’s major fundraising day supporting cancer patient care and information services across the country. It’s a day for all of us to come together and pin a daffodil to the nation, giving hope and support to people affected by cancer in Ireland. 

~i hope syir smp jepun esok.

.silly.

salam.

it's silly when we take silent treatment seriously for quite a while and by the end of the day u go nowhere but back into each other's words of comfort.silly.

offnote,it feels good when u have an eye-candy to look forward to every day.it's worth the early mornings.

nite.

p/s:just talk.talk!

when u're scared.

just keep breathing.



medicine is cruel,at times.

medicine is cruel when a doctor is left facing the son telling him his father is dying and could be gone at any time.

medicine is cruel when the result of a biopsy is so devastating it hurts u for ordering it in the first place.

medicine is cruel when it sucked out the residual emphaties left in me

medicine is cruel for taking away my time and emotions needed to love and to be loved.

i think it's just cruel.

downsized.

salam.

 i j'dore the style and whatever waves of fashion that currently hit the racks in those shops along o'connell and grafton st.the plated skirts,the lacy tops and straw hats and begs that are being displayed at the moment never failed to slow down my pace of walking.everytime.in fact i adore the color of this season to the max!i felt happy just by strolling along the shops.chronic nye penyakit nih.huhu. ahhhh..if only i got more money or being the third wife of the royal highness of brunei.(joking!).but life isn't solely about money and new clothes right?

cuma satu je benda i kena dpt dlm masa terdekat.with mei and june coming soon,i would be soooooooo grateful if i can get it a.s.a.p.nak click~click~click and sNap!sNap!sNap! masa jln2 nti and iAllah masa konvo.huuuuuuu............ishk bagaimana ye?(dlm hati kata maybe boleh beli time bila dh kerja nnti je.mmg takde lubang dah nk gali nk beli tu)sobs.

ok lah.stress je pk pasal ni.life bukan kebendaan semata-mata.

nite dearies =)

p/s:cik azie,may the force be with you and so do my prayers ;)