next.

salam.

starting a new posting is dreadful.i think it's worse than having exams tomorrow because i can't actually guess what sort of things i'm facing tomorrow.at the moment,i'm just preparing myself with the basic stuffs i learnt from med school.blurgh.tak bestnya this feeling.


it's ok azimah.it's ok.everything is going to be fine.

lillahitaa'la.

it's all good

salam.

phew.an email and a phone call took all the troubles away.alhamdulillah semuanya baik-baik saja.
don't ask about the details of the tsunami because what we've been talking about for the precious 11 mins were "baju kaler apa?pakej tu ada apa?pelamin cantek tak? and bla..bla..bla.."

seriously as if tsunami has never happened.

syukur.
alhamdulillah.

of getting married.

while waiting for my ms zoe to get a bath(setelah lama dia tak mandi),sempatlah saya nak menulis sepatah 2 kata here.so ladies and gentlemen,i'm officially on leave again.yes read me:cuti lagi selama 7 hari.now dah tgal 4.apa yang i buat for the last 3 days i pun tak tahu but this end of posting leave seriously berjalan laju macam bullet train tu.ahaks.exaggerate sket.

so this long hols is specially dedicated for wedding preps.for these 4 days i'm going to travel north-south for that purpose.things haven't even started yet,i mean the travelling but mentally i'm tired already.but when i dah start buat sket2 tetiba rasa lebih bersemangat dan idea pun mencurah2 datang.and when i updated to syir what i've been doing he's more than happy to hear it and nak senyum pun ada bila dengar apa requests dia untuk wedding nti.now it's crytal clear tunang saya nampaknya lebih bersemangat untuk wedding kami. :)))

but now i'm damn worried!did u hear about the 8.9 in richter scale earthquake? and the place was the one he used to go during prev trips.eventhough now he's not using that route anymore,i'm still worried sick since he's still in that country and according to schedule,he's arriving in 2days time which means he's somewhere near the perairan jepun.ya Allah,kepadaMU kami berlindung dan meminta pertolongan.


p/s:kita doa sama-sama ya untuk keselamatan mereka yang jauh nun di lautan mencari rezeki and for those affected by the calamity,my heart goes out to you.

the island

salam.

masa,
tolonglah bergerak dengan perlahan
aku mahu mengkagumi ciptaan tuhan
yang tak pernah menjemukan ini


i don't understand why i always chose somewhere near the sea or surrounded by it as my holiday destination.i guess this is how i remember someone so dearly,so close to my heart when he's not around.....

p/s:harini saya naik bus zoo.hikhik.

blessed.

salam.

where were i on the valentine's eve?searching prezzies,having supper and strolling along gurney drive with two of my secondary school besties.instead of celebrating valentine's with our significant other,we decided to just went out and updating bout each other's lives.we talked about how we first met....how we became close and even discussing about our big days which happen to be in the same year.although we short of one,the night was still happening as usual.sometimes i felt so blessed i have them around during good and hard times.bak kata my friend,kita makan pasembur nie together dari belum masuk university sampai sorang ke jepun,ireland,sabah and god knows where lagi sampailah sekarang semua org dah jadi tunang org soon to be husband and wives.the bond we have was so strong even after 6 years abroad i could still talk to them whenever i want to.just ring them,poof!they are in front of me offering their ears to listen and their shoulders just in case i cry in the middle of stories.kawan-kawan yang baik tak akn berkira untuk call u up eventhough u forget to do it first.kawan-kawan yang baik tak akn berkecil hati if u forget their buffdays but will suggest a belated party to meet up.kawan-kawan yang baik will treat your mum the same as theirs.and kawan-kawan yang baik will tell u the truth even it hurts.


God,im very grateful u sent them to me and please bless them for their kindness and sincerity are beyond what i deserved.

my charlie tercrop pulak.huhu.sorry charlie.

cekelat celup.

salam.

anda suke cekelat mcam saya?

anda mahu kahwen dlm masa terdekat?

any buffday party around the corner?

jom ramai-ramai tempah cekelat dr cekelat house nie:

http://cekelathouse.blogspot.com/

 tetiba saya rasa mahu menempah cekelat dr sini juga sedap benau nengoknya.hehe.

jom tempah ramai2!

p/s:kata korang kenal cik jeem and mntak extra diskaun.hehe

pre-hols excitement!

salam.

before 5
the last oncall was an eventful one.it was AnE call.5 beds in total and they were full not even before 12midnite.out of 5,2 were for toilet and suturing and K-wiring(i have no idea how to do this but eventually partient's finger dapat diselamatkan with the k-wiring :) .so with the help of my bestie,i managed to settled those at 12.and out we went to have a drink.at 1am i received a call from paeds ward and another child with fractured tibia/fibula(tulang betis)came in.after full clerking..i sent the child for backslab.everything finished at 2.30.my eyes  could barely be opened anymore and when i went up to my ward to have some sleep i saw one body berbungkus already on the way into coffin.aiyark.what a timing.so dgn berat hati i walked in on-call room and i saw my bestie and thought she was in deep slumber already until she said something and was awaken by my entrance.we talked about the patient who was just died and how at 23 he would have the whole future in front of him if he's alive.both of us were disturbed by his death.i thought i have no empathy left in me but i should be glad at least i still retain some even after feeling like zombie with nonstop works for the whole day.

after 5
esok i dah start my much-deserved holidayyyyy.yippeyyy!~so many plans in my mind right now:
!)kemas my wardrobe.it's a mess!
@)survey butik pengantins.hehe.
#)lepak starbucks smbil baca mags.
%)bercutiiiiii!!!!

harini i tgh tgu call dr nippon.rindu betul la.

dil to pagal hai.