it's summer,again!

salam

i need someone to help me packing.esok cab dtg at half-7.no way nak buat semua esok.tp malas.sleep deprivation is taking it's toll on me now.ni semua obs and gynae punya pasal la.tdik kul satu ptg baru habes exam.smlam tidoq 4 jam lebey ja.

sale menggila plak tu kat kota dublin.klau tak balek esok leh ranap duit dalam bank.seb baik.haha.

beg2 besaq tak penuh lak this yr.selalu smp tak muat or terlebey berat.betul org kata..makin lama tinggal kat oversea(cam nak muntah sebut nie)makin tatau nak beli apa utk org kat malaysia.byak sebenarnya kena beli.mana family sendri nye,rakan dan taulan serta keluarga bakal mentua.nie ayat gedix la naa. ishk,pening-pening.

pastu sempat lae buat jahat.perli-perli seayat dua kepada member-member yang balik lambat sket and yang tak balik trus summer.mana nk dapat yong tau foo seraga dua kat dublin nie betui dak?hehe.take a pill and chill babeh.tak lama lagi balik ah.hehe.

ok ah.malam 29hb sampai la kat klia i nie.jgn lupa karpet merah ye tuan-puan dan puan-tuan sekalian.lepas nie sila sound saya untuk pertemuan seterusnya.yehaaaa...dubai here ai come.eh silap,malaysia saya dataaaaang!=D

jom layaaannnn lagu nie.kasik up sket.esok dah "here in my home"



offnote:sekarang semua orang akan dengaq lagu michael jackson sampai muntah.kalau benar dia muslim,ayat standard:semoga tuhan mencucuri rahmat ke atas rohnya.

.jangan tunggu lama-lama.

salam.

sila bertahan dengan saya untuk hari ini.saya akn berbahasa melayu sepenuhnya.bahasa inggeris tak meningkat.bahasa melayu semakin cacat(bak kata sarah amin).apa nak jadi ni?
hari ini agak tertekan.belom sampai tahap kemurungan lagi,alhamdulillah.

rasa mahu sahaja menelefon bonda tercinta dan nyet..nyet..nyet...sampai lebam,tapi beliau mesti di alam mimpi.ah,kalaulah saya menelaah dari awal mungkin situasi bukan seteruk ini.tadi berborak sebentar bersama incik ichigo yang berlabuh di hakata sana,rasa agak keberatan mahu membebankan beliau dengan tekanan2 saya memandangkan dia juga mempunyai tekanan nya sendiri.apatah lagi mereka sekapal dikuarantin kerana H1N1 yg mkin mengganas.mencegah lebih baik bukan?ahh,abaikan sahaja ya.

hari ini kata-kata professor saya tengiang-ngiang di telinga."ladies,don't wait till the end".berulang-ulang kali beliau mengulang ayat yang sama sambil memberi senyuman penuh makna dan mata yang penuh mengharap kepada kami gadis-gadis panas(haha)supaya kami tidak mengabaikan nasihat beliau.

agak-agak kalian lah...apakah maksud tersirat di situ?

cuba lihat statistik ini....

prevalence of infertility

25-29 yrs: 5.5%

30-34 yrs: 9.4%

35-39 yrs: 19.7%

wpun figura di atas tidak kelihatan begitu keterlaluan,cuba fikirkan kembali.signifikasinya sgt tinggi lebih-lebih lagi apabila umur makin meningkat.(owh ayat mcm indon,maafkan)

dan di eropah,1 dari 7 pasangan adalah mandul.anda mengerti sekarang?

saya bukanlah seorang yang mesra kanak-kanak.apatah lagi bayi.saya juga mungkin akn mengambil masa untuk menjadi ibu suatu hari nanti.maksud saya merancang keluarga.saya perlu masa membangunkan kerjaya saya.saya juga perlu masa mengenali suami saya dengan lebih mendalam.itu adalah rancangan asal.w'pun tuhan sahaja yang tahu bila saya akan berkahwin tetapi saya sudah mempunyai rancangan masa depan.mst ada yang tersenyum sinis apabila bercakap seperti ini.cuba fikir,di umur ini,generasi atas mungkin sudah beranak pinak.oleh itu saya merasakan perlu untuk berfikir sejenak.saya perlu betul-betul bersedia.menjadi seorang ibu bukan perkara senang.hidup terlalu berharga untuk diambil mudah.cuma kata-kata profesor saya membuatkan saya terus berfikir.

hurm...minggu ini saya ada peperiksaan besar.obstetric and gynaaecology.jumaat dan sabtu.oleh itu saya memerlukan doa semua pembaca blog ini agar saya dpt mengharungi peperiksaan dengan tenang dan jayanya.owh lagi satu,saya akan pulang ke malaysia pada ahad sehari selepas peperiksaan.jom jumpa!=D

invitation.

salam.

bukan,ini bukan jemputan kahwin.betul,tak tipu.

ahaks,gimik.lame.i know.

anyway,on my way home from hospital this afternoon,i bumped into one muslim sister.she came from iraq.very nice and friendly lady she is.from far,she gave me a smile,i just knew it's sincere.she walked by and after a few steps she called,"assalamualaikum sister"sambil merenung dalam muka saya.

"waalaikumasalam.yes,can i help you?"i thought she was gonna ask for direction.

she smiled again."i love your scarf".ahaa,"thanx".i blushed."i got it from malaysia."

actually she was looking for scarf that is colorful and bright thay may suit the current summer season.feeling a bit more caring i offered to buy a few for her but with a condition that she has to wait for another 2 months.we exchanged mobile nmbers so that i can contact her to pass the scarves later on.she seemed very happy and i'm happy too.

owh wait,the story isn't finish yet.my story is not to brag about my scarf but there's something new i learnt about my name.i told her i can't promise her about the scarf sbb nti takut lupa,but i'll try my best to bring her a few in 2 months time.then she said,it's ok at least she has made a new friend and while looking at my face she said"u know what ur name means in arabic?"

invitation!

invitation......patutla kadang-kadang saya rasa kuasa ajakan saya nie terlebih kuat.ajakan baik mahupun jahat semua jalan.haha.semoga saya lebih/akan mengajak kepada kebaikan dari kejahatan.haha.


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dear darling,
i couldn't contain my feeling anymore,
i think i fell in love again,
u know i was once in love with him,
but u say u are better,much better,
owh how it took some time to actually succumb to that reality,
but after seeing him again,
with his charisma that never fades
his kindness in saving the human race
and his strength and power bestowed upon him
owh my optimus prime..
so darling dear,
i had to turn my back on you,
i had to tell u this..........
i'm sorry darling,i tgok transformers dulu dari you.
keskeskes.

puisi khas untuk incik ichigoku.



5 reasons why u have to watch transformers:
1)more powerful optimus prime and more robots
2)hotter megan fox
3)sinematography mantap and locations mmg cun.petra,jordan mmg magnificient.
4)soundtracks best gila!artists include:linkin park,green day(yes,they are back folks!),the fray,iris and many more!
5)i dah compromised my obs and gynae study time,kenapa tidak anda.heheheh.ajakan jahat nie.muahahah.



opppss...i gotta go.he's mad already.

daa...

.weekend blues.

salam.


lama tak letak lagu dalam nie.jordin sparks is moi fave.plus size,beautiful with powerful voice.kalau nyanyi dalam bahasa,lagu nie agak-agak mcm lagu patriotik atau nasyid bunyinya.

medan perang



enjoy.

.paris timelapse.

salam.

owh my blog was crying its lung out wanting a new entry to be written.yes..yes...busy is always the inevitable reason for the absence of any post lately.blame my obstetric and gynaecology professor for making life miserable for a while.but well at least i know how to pronounce adnexae and adnexum perfectly and know how to distinguish which one is singular and which one plural after having my head knocked to the white board a few times by him.yes,in this 21st century!

before i rant more,i would like to say million thanx to my housemates,my best buddies here(from the end of parnel sq to reuben st(sila follow route 122),not forgetting all the way from newcastle),and friends seluruh dunia who celebrated my buffday wif me.it's like my childhood dream came true..you all just superb!and yes to you too who dropped 'aku sayang ko' sms to me the other day,i'm truly touched!that one sms enough to make my whole self puffed up with happiness :D(and gave me extra strength to brave he-who-must-not-be-named). how's induction course dear?hope everything went well and u'll be a good doctor,i'm sure.

unfortunately,communication with mr seaman didn't go well for the last 2 weeks that i missed him in btween my holiday and his work trips but i'm hoping to talk to him anytime soon as he's already within maxis and celcom coverage.hurraah!and mum told me there something waiting for me at home.he refused to disclose what is it and i refused to let mum open it for me.u know why la kan.

anyway,it's time for pictures.trip to paris was a spontaneous one.one day aiza was craving for french macaroon and next we were in front of the lappy booking flight tics and looking for hostel.3 days and 2 nights were great..so there goes my special day.joyfully spent!we took early morning flight back to dublin and i arrived just in time before tutorial with he-who-must-not-be-named started.pheewww....


one of the many arches in the city.

river cruising

aiza,in front of cathedral of notre dame

the cathedral on the other side

the side view of the cathedral.took this picture while having a delicious hot nutella crepe and belgian waffle.

where monalisa is


...Hey sister, go sister, soul sister, flow sister...

wif our walking tourguide,sam.

most people found paris as a romantic city for couples.as for me,i love walking around the city and feasted my eyes with countless historical buildings and beautiful sculptures around town especially with aiza when she had loads of subject for her photography addiction but it's not a place that i would splurge my money on especially for honeymoon.the eiffel is magnificent and the metro is efficient enough to commute but i think there are other countries that impressed me more.don't be put off by my opinion.maybe if u can tolerate a bit of unfriendly people and uncleanliness of certain places,u'll love paris.

au revoir.

2.4.bONJouR!

salam.

another bank holiday last monday.that made my weekend longer.heaven.

instead of buying myself another present like yesteryears,i decided to change the norm.

where was i?



just before the sun set.

another overrated city.but thumbs up to eiffel tower and the metro system.j'dore beaucoup,beaucoup....!

;P