Friday, November 5, 2010

always a silver lining.


i igt i nk tulis ni on monday but since i tak tahu keadaan i mcm mana comes monday nti..i decided to just write it now.i got a call for induction this monday and finally i boleh pergi tanpa apa-apa halangan's gonna be on monday till friday.i hope the activities are gong to be exciting(well not to expect much since induction means loads of ceramah!).i dunno how many times i said this to syir but i'm really not in the mood of packing.let it be last minute this time.i wont die of not having enough clothes to wear or toiletteries to use,would i?:P

once induction starts,i immediately have to think about working already because i only have weekend to prepare before i register with the  head of department in any given this monday is induction,next monday is working time!honestly i'm scared yet thrilled to become a real doctor.the word 'real' there means bigger responsibilities.tapi i akn selalu igt dalam kerja mst kena ikhlas dan iAllah Allah akn mempermudahkan semua.

dulu masa bru-bru grad,i cakap dlm hati i nak bercuti smp syir sign-off and sign-on kembali.but i didn't mean lah,klau nk tgu syir naik balik mmg berbulan2 lah i nampaknya Allah kabulkan permintaan kecil i tu(so next time becareful of what u're wishing for).nak kata mnyesal tak la,cuma sian family kena tanggung i yg tak bekerja skrg both of us pun nk start kerja balik.bila nk bid him goodbye tdi i cam sgt sedih.ntah2 yg tadi tu last kitorang jmpa.klau dia kena panggil sign-on time i induksi mmg that's it!6bulan lagi la kot baru akn jumpa dia lagi.rasa nk menangis je dlm kereta tp tu la..bila terlalu sedih nk menangis pun tak boleh.

so dear self,
Allah akn permudahkan segala dan menyayangi org-org yg sabar :)

p/s:smlm first time i nampak muka kecewa dia and my heart broke.rasa nk cakap je ngan dia jgn sedih dan kecewa sbb i akn ada dgn dia smp mati,iAllah.

1 comment:

ZuRaNaI said...

dr jeem..ouchh..jgn sdey2 ok..slamat bkeje!!~ =))